give me wings give me peace
December 12th, 2009

cards aren’t enough

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my roommate needs to get better.
i don’t know how i would’ve made it this semester if i didn’t have her.
i love her dearly.

by Rachel | Posted in College, Medical, Relationships | Comments Off |
February 10th, 2009

I Hope It Wasn’t In Vain

I did my part in being healthy and refused a java chip iced coffee or dr pepper. Instead, I had some grape juice and granny smith apple.

I hope I just added four years to my life or else I’m going to be mad.

by Rachel | Posted in Life, Medical, Myself, Random | 1 Comment » |
January 9th, 2009

O Physician

I hate being reminded of my mortality, day in and day out.
The only source of comfort I do have is that my eternal life began 13yrs ago.

I hate looking in the mirror and seeing how corrupt we have become – Eden knew a thing called ‘beauty.’
My scarring is not only from the doctor’s knife.

There are two types of peoples -
Those who do get healed
And those who live with God has appointed unto us

Physician, help me to understand I’m not apart of the majourity.

I stopped being an optimist after my second relapse.
There’s no point in useless hoping when the answer is in front of my face.

My flesh just screams why,
My heart whispers its exhaustion,
And my brain questions.

I am so tired.

by Rachel | Posted in Medical, Myself | Comments Off |













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