it feels so good to be back home. i can’t even explain it.

however, it doesn’t quite feel the same. things are certainly different – we’ve all spent 4months away from each other, of course we would change. it just feels so weird – things are so different yet they’re so familiar. it’s an interesting feeling being an upperclassman. i’m not as totally excited about what new things would be coming as i was last year. it’s almost routine. but yet, there’s still a whole lotta new that’s going to be coming my way in this first semester that i’ll be challenged from.

all of my family hasn’t arrived yet either, and we’ll be adding new members this year. it’s crazy. i’ll still have my family. always. but new people will be coming in, new dynamics, new surroundings. it blows my mind how new everything will be. but it’s not so new.

i just hope i don’t push out what God wants to teach me because i’m scared.