Alright. So I have a new layout up, and I love this one… I did not create it, but I don’t exactly have any of my designing programs available. My computer is on life support and slowly dying, so I’m going to be updating (not as daily as before) from my dad’s laptop. I”m on borrowed time seeing as how he uses his laptop to work on his messages and books (he’s a preacher), so I have maybe an hour or two a day to check my mail, email others, check this that and the other. I like this theme, though. It exerts the geeky-ness in me. :batman:

I emailed a friend last night, and I started off with venting… Probably not the best thing to do at 10.5pm or night or the first thing to read, but here it is:

I’ve been in such a JOnezetta mood lately, and it’s the only cd I have burned on the lappy. All my other music is gone. Not, like the cds, but the actual music I have on my computer–it’s gone. My computer died this past week, and Josiah came over Tues. night to try and fix it, but alas, it is beyond repair. I am without a computer… Without a printer… My triliian, my music, my designing programs, everything. Even though I’m glad I can use my dad’s lappy for the borrowed time, I miss my designing programs. It’s, like, I finally get to be able to play the piano after like 2 months and type without having any muscle problems, and then my piano goes out of tune (it sounds horrible, it realy does) and my computer breaks down. It really can’t get any worse… I mean, I’ve been without doing the things I love for the past two months and then I finally get them back and some glimmer of hope and then BAM, they’re gone again. *sigh*

The day after (presently today, March 1st), I take a shower and think about my little vent… It sounds an awful lot like the story of Job! :talking: True, it’s not as severe: I don’t have my friends and family dying left and right, my skincovered with horrible boils, and all my riches going *poof* and vanishing, but there is a parallel… Even if I can only see it. It also takes me back to last year when Word of Life studied the book of Job, and one of the verses stuck out to me then (and it still does today):

Though He slay me, I will hope in Him.
- Job 13:15

Yes, I’m being shallow and oh so superficial by being upset that my piano and computer is gone, but alas… If your favourite prized item or hobby was taken away from you, you’d probably feel the same way I do. Once again, I have to get used to finding some other way to vent out my frustrations and find something else to do.

I”m just upset that I finally become 92% better and able to do the things that I love, and then they’re taken away from me again. :uhoh: