Christmas is only six days away!! :love:

I”m so excited for Christmas. Usually, i’m stressed because of this or that, but this year, it’s going to be ok. :) Despite my relapse, I’m going to have a very happy Christmas. I pretty much know I’m not getting the mp3 player like I wanted since finances have been tight, but I’m cool with that. Christmas is not about the superficial… I just have to remember that. :P

Aside from my relapse and school, things have been really really nice. :angel: I go through new things thinking “No, I”m not going to meet anyone here. Why would anyone want to meet me?…” Only to find out the opposite happens. A new friend and that “infatuation at first sight” I mentioned earlier. :reallyblushing: Things between the two of them have been great. I mean, I can’t stop singing “All I want for Christmas is you.” :reallyblushing: :tongue:

I”m going to tell my youth pastor what’s been going on lately with this relapse… That and how I’m taking a break from our quizzing team. This is the second Sunday where I’ve gotten mess from the team because I’m not physically able to do things like before, and I’m not going to take it anymore. I really enjoy quizzing, but if I’m not learning, getting a chance to learn, and getting taunted for something I have no control over, I don’t see a reason to be there. It’s going to be nice taking a break, though. :sleep:

I”m going to try and start blogging more often. Even if it’s about random stuff or repition. I’ve got to get back into the habit of blogging regularly again.