I had my doctor’s appointment yesterday *finally* and I’m back on meds. :cry: If anyone actually knows what these are (the meds, I mean), I’m taking around 30mg of prednisone a day and 10mg of imuran, so hopefully, this relapse will be taken care of quite soon. The prednisone amount should go down, though, once I get my blood test results back. I’m just incredibly depressed about the whole thing, though. :reallyashamed: It has to be during Christmas… And it just had to happen in the first place. I”m going to be telling a lot more people now about what’s been going on… I don’t really have a choice. My dad brought up the point that it would be good to let people know, so someone wouldn’t say anything stupid to me like in the case of this past Sunday. :meh:

One of the kids was trying to make a joke, and being an overactive, overexaggerating attention seeker, took some of the things I did as “the cold shoudler.” I told him I was tired which was followed by “Well, being tired is no excuse to be… nevermind.” :biteme: After telling my best friend what happened and why I was so upset (upset to the point of tears), she told me she’ll be giving him the cold shoulder, so he knows what it really feels like. :devil: :heart:

Tonight is my youth group’s Christmas party, and it’s going to be at my house this year. :love: I”m so excited! Especially since one of the guys from my driver’s ed. class is coming, and the two of us have been getting along really well. :reallyblushing: I don’t think there’s a thing as “love at first sight,” but I think there is a thing called “Infatuation at first sight.” :blush:

9 more days till Christmas!