No doctor’s appointment, but at least I’m able to take some meds until my appointment. In three weeks.

I still can’t do “normal” things without getting incredibly tired, though. I can’t play the piano, walk up the stairs, get dressed, brush my teeth… I remember now why I do so many things and take so many shortcuts: because when I was like this 4 years ago? It was so much easier for me.

My muscles are acting up again, so even typing this much at one period is really wearing me out. What’s worse is now I’m having a lot of people come up to me, doing things for me or offering to do things for me. And I don’t know if *they* know about my disorder or if it’s just being polite. And even if it’s just being polite, I’m still paranoid and feeling helpless like I can’t take care of myself.

Really, I just want to crawl under a rock.