Ho hum. So I’ve come to a point where I’m really just not driven enough to design anymore or keep maintaining this site. :blank: As much as I love to make my own layouts and the challenge I face with doing something new or styling it the way I want, I’ve just lost the flame for it. I’m now looking at it as a chore or as a huge frustration. I’m just going to be using pre-made Wordpress layouts until I’ve found that passion for web building again. I’ll keep writing on this site, but it just doesn’t matter to me if I miss a couple days or weeks. I’m going on a coding hiatus.

Tomorrow is the annual Word of Life Superbowl (a lock-in), and I’m as excited as a kid who constantly sits next to a bad BO’er and finds out he got a deoderant stick for Christmas. Seriously. I’m just that excited because not only is it a full 24 hours away from home and with my youth group, but it’s also a night where I know some big drama and changes are going to occur. I just did something “spine worthy” and brag-able, and I know it’s going to bring some change tomorrow night. I wish I could write more here, but I don’t know who’s reading or not. My deepest secrets now belong to my written journal because this becomes public domain.

With every passing school day, I find myself dreading the next. I’m homeschooled, and my dad is my teacher. While I do about 90% of my work independently, I still have the parental factor lurking about constantly nagging at me to be memorizing this or wondering if I’m done with my work. I’m seriously getting sick of having no distinction between the school-dad and the dad-dad. I already have enough pressure and drama on my plate, I don’t exactly need anymore, thankyouverymuch. :meh:

Enjoy the new theme. I spent a good 15 minutes tweaking the columns to include everything I want. You can always switch themes if you don’t like it.