The one time where I’m actually not going to do a password-protected post. Feel very special, visitor. This chance may never come again. 
As much as I’d like to avoid drama, it’s coming over the Rachel-horizon. Me and another person, let’s refer to said person as… Hilary Duff. Since she is one of the most notorius celebrities for lying to young adolescent minds of the easiness of High school, love and real life. No, I don’t know Duff in real-life; yes, I’m probably apart of the minority who just can’t stand her. And with saying that sentence, I’ll have x amount of comments from crazy teeny boppers saying “WHAT THE HECK?!? Hilary Duff is like my idol! You’re so judgemental!”
*sigh* When did the internet become ruled by teeny bopper?
But with that aside (ha, like the above statement isn’t going to cause more controversy than I already have on my plate), I’m going through some more friend issues that I haven’t exactly dealt with since the beginning of summer. In answer to a web-survey sent to my friends, the question “Are you strong?” the answer “When I put my mind to it. Other than that, I’m like a jellyfish minus the pink colouring.” I’m spineless when it comes to confrontation, and now, I might actually have to go through with it.
Jeal – ous. adj.
Fearful or wary of being supplanted; apprehensive of losing affection or position.
Can we say “The green monster has gotten one two of my friends, and I can’t stand another minute with either of them before I cock my gun”? Seriously, say that ten times fast. But me oh my, I can’t stand them anymore! It’s either “Did you get my email?” or “Are you coming over?” whenever I see them.
Hello. My name is Rachel, and I have something called “priorities” in my life. Maybe your local Avon lady can supply you with some if you ask real nicely.
They don’t understand the concept that my social life comes after my practicing, studies, and preparing lessons. And whenever I try to explain that to them, I get a pouty face and a “why are you blowing me off?”
Seriously. I’m ready to smack them in the face or at least yell at them. A. I cannot stand repetition nagging. B. If you’re not understanding me the first (or second or third) time when I pretty much just spell it out for you, then I have a reason to be annoyed. It’s not my fault you’re not grasping it or paying attention. C. Get a life. I’m not the only human being on this planet. You have other friends. Go bug the crap out of them and leave me alone.
It’s yet another reminder that Christmas is coming!! I love the Christmas time, but at the same time it’s just yet another reminder “Yes, Rachel, you don’t have one particular special person you can spend the holidays with.” :reallyashamed: It’s a bittersweet feeling: I’m glad the holidays and other events are coming, but I’m sad because I don’t have someone to share those times with. 